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Thoughts and observations by English poet Roger N. Taber, a retired librarian and poet-novelist.- "Ethnicity, Religion, Gender, Sexuality ... these are but parts of a whole. It is the whole that counts." RNT [NB While I have no wish to create a social network, I will always reply to critical emails about my poetry. Contact: rogertab@aol.com].

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Sadly, a bad fall in 2012 has left me with a mobility problem, and being diagnosed with prostate cancer the same year hasn't helped, but I get out and about with my trusty walking stick as much as I can, take each day as it comes and try to keep looking on the bright(er) side of life. Many of my poems reflect the need to nurture a positive-thinking mindset whatever life throws at us.

Tuesday 2 June 2020

Mind-Body-Spirit, Custom Made for Positive Thinking

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 At the moment, as the C-19 coronavirus remains an active heat around the world, it cam be hard enough just to maintain everyday momentum! Even when we know we must move on, letting go is never easy.

The trick is to never to even try and let go altogether, but let the good memories drive us forward while taking care not to let the bad one’s hold us back; cease resisting, and let mind, body and spirit work towards the same positive end. Loved ones may die and friendships drift, but there is a consciousness in all of us that defaults to the brighter, kinder, side of life and human nature; that, too, may well fade, even transform into wishful thinking, yet a positive mind-body-spirit will always default to it and see us remembered for it by any who may have been touched by its mentorship.

Such is the human consciousness (“live” or posthumous) that it has moved humanity on since the beginning of time, and so it will continue while all we human beings draw breath; not least, it is the natural by-product of a common humanity.

MIND-BODY-SPIRIT, CUSTOM MADE FOR POSITIVE THINKING

I can feel the ground shake
beneath my feet, walking down a street,
hands in pockets, lost in thought,
wondering how on earth I got here,
what on earth I’m doing,
where I’m going, and why 
I should even care anymore?
(No one else does...)

Ground still shaking, I stop,
look, listen out, for - what, exactly?
Another burst water main
on the High Street?  Can hear car horns
blowing, sad kids screaming,
woman yelling at a cyclist for ignoring
a red light, man with a stick swearing
blue murder while attempting to negotiate
rites of passage among baby buggies,
market stallholders holding up bargains
for waving at indifferent faces,
pigeons squabbling assorted crumbs,
confetti for a wedding party going through
the motions

Sound, dead. Watery eyes;
left counting the seconds, one by one,
drowning in a busy pool
on a sunny afternoon, everybody keen
to do their own thing even if means
doing nothing about crises in the deep end,
learners getting into difficulties,
copper (playing lifeguard) with hands full
sorting out a fight, kids on the grab
running off, their shrill giggles coursing
the veins like a funny story
folks, whose lives are falling apart,
turn to in denial of the mind-body-spirit’s  
losing heart

Sounds, sights, rushing back,
send me reeling, ground hurting my feet,
shaking the body, scaring the heart,
tearing the lonely soul apart who staggers
against a brick wall, struggling
to recover balance, find bearings,
arguing with passions nurtured
and neglected, wounded and nursed;
“Stop messing with my head.
I’m okay, can get by without you.
No way, did you say?
What do you know, anyway?” (No more
than I do, for sure, or we’d not have ended up
where we are

Treading water, eyes and ears
half shut to the world, wanting to be part
of all this, that, theirs, mine and…
Ah, yes, ours, but no ‘ours’ any more
(no one and everyone to blame);
looking hell in the face, cue for engaging
with a positive thinking mindset

Copyright R. N. Taber 2002; 2020

[Note: An earlier version of this poem appears under the title 'Cue for a Positive Mindset'  in First Person Plural by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2002.]




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