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At the moment, as the C-19 coronavirus remains an active heat around the world, it cam be hard enough just to maintain everyday momentum! Even when we know we must move on, letting go is never easy.
The trick is to never to even try and
let go altogether, but let the good memories drive us forward while
taking care not to let the bad one’s hold us back; cease
resisting, and let mind, body and spirit work towards the same positive end. Loved
ones may die and friendships drift, but there is a consciousness in all of us
that defaults to the brighter, kinder, side of life and human nature; that, too,
may well fade, even transform into wishful thinking, yet a positive mind-body-spirit
will always default to it and see us remembered for it by any who may have been
touched by its mentorship.
Such is the human consciousness (“live”
or posthumous) that it has moved humanity on since the beginning of time, and
so it will continue while all we human beings draw breath; not least, it is the
natural by-product of a common humanity.
MIND-BODY-SPIRIT, CUSTOM MADE FOR POSITIVE THINKING
I can feel the ground shake
beneath my feet, walking down a
street,
hands in pockets, lost in thought,
wondering how on earth I got here,
what on earth I’m doing,
where I’m going, and why
I should even care anymore?
(No one else does...)
Ground still shaking, I stop,
look, listen out, for - what,
exactly?
Another burst water main
on the High Street? Can hear
car horns
blowing, sad kids screaming,
woman yelling at a cyclist for
ignoring
a red light, man with a stick
swearing
blue murder while attempting to
negotiate
rites of passage among baby buggies,
market stallholders holding up
bargains
for waving at indifferent faces,
pigeons squabbling assorted crumbs,
confetti for a wedding party going
through
the motions
Sound, dead. Watery eyes;
left counting the seconds, one by
one,
drowning in a busy pool
on a sunny afternoon, everybody
keen
to do their own thing even if means
doing nothing about crises in the
deep end,
learners getting into difficulties,
copper (playing lifeguard) with
hands full
sorting out a fight, kids on the
grab
running off, their shrill giggles
coursing
the veins like a funny story
folks, whose lives are falling apart,
turn to in denial of the mind-body-spirit’s
losing heart
Sounds, sights, rushing back,
send me reeling, ground hurting my
feet,
shaking the body, scaring the
heart,
tearing the lonely soul apart who
staggers
against a brick wall, struggling
to recover balance, find bearings,
arguing with passions nurtured
and neglected, wounded and nursed;
“Stop messing with my head.
I’m okay, can get by without you.
No way, did you say?
What do you know, anyway?” (No more
than I do, for sure, or we’d not have
ended up
where we are
Treading water, eyes and ears
half shut to the world, wanting to
be part
of all this, that, theirs, mine
and…
Ah, yes, ours, but no ‘ours’ any more
(no one and everyone to blame);
looking hell in the face, cue for
engaging
with a positive thinking mindset
Copyright R. N. Taber 2002; 2020
[Note: An earlier version of this
poem appears under the title 'Cue for a Positive Mindset' in First Person Plural by R. N. Taber, Assembly
Books, 2002.]