A Poet's Blog: Roger N.Taber shares his thoughts & poems...

Thoughts and observations by English poet Roger N. Taber, a retired librarian and poet-novelist.- "Ethnicity, Religion, Gender, Sexuality ... these are but parts of a whole. It is the whole that counts." RNT [NB While I have no wish to create a social network, I will always reply to critical emails about my poetry. Contact: rogertab@aol.com].

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Sadly, a bad fall in 2012 has left me with a mobility problem, and being diagnosed with prostate cancer the same year hasn't helped, but I get out and about with my trusty walking stick as much as I can, take each day as it comes and try to keep looking on the bright(er) side of life. Many of my poems reflect the need to nurture a positive-thinking mindset whatever life throws at us.

Thursday 16 January 2020

A Parting Gift OR Mind-Body-Spirit, Bottom Line

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A new poem today as I work my way through New Year blues, and try to rise above them. Oh, I will get there, but it becomes so much harder as the years pass...

As regular readers well know, I do not subscribe to any religion although I think of myself as a pantheist relating closer to Earth Mother. I was once asked if I feared death as I envisage no Heaven. Well, I don't fear death as such, only any pain that might come first. The human spirit, though, lives on in the hearts and minds of any it has touched during a person's lifetime and it's that posthumous consciousness I see as a kind of afterlife, our parting gift to a common humanity of which, for better or worse,we play a part all our lives.

Many if not most of us look back on our lives as we grow old, good times and bad, wondering if we could have done better, and if we have made any real difference at all; questions to which few of us have all the answers, only shadows; We can but hope our being here has made some difference to someone, somewhere, and for the better.

A PARTING GIFT or MIND-BODY-SPIRIT, BOTTOM LINE

As we grow old,
so, too, find us chasing shadows
across the mind;
memories come to haunt us
for good and ill;
dreamy days, nightmare days,
in-between days,
mind-body-spirit left to make sense
of it all

As we grow old,
years like passers-by try to read
our changing faces,
leave us asking of time and space
just how much
of all they see (or think they see)
is fact, wishful thinking,
or home truths we’ve spent a lifetime
hiding from

As we grow old,
our shadows deepen, linger longer
as if daring us
to catch them like butterflies
in a net,
no harm meant, but pleasure spent
in showing nature
who’s king-pin, aware of Earth Mother
looking on

As we grow old,
so tearfully we’ll recall butterfly wings
on a bedroom wall,
rare species, a collector’s boast
for catching the most
in Class 3 B, earning a gold star,
one in the eye
for living things bright and beautiful, great
and small

Ah, but butterflies
enjoy but a brief life span, while old age
(if chasing shadows)
homes us in on splendid dawns,
starry nights,
sunny days of love, laughter,
family and friends,
where a rolling landscape of mind-body-spirit
never ends

Mortality, it catches up
with all live things, its kinder shadows
lending wings
to rise above time and space,
access realms
of least explored consciousness
and spirituality;
passport to eternity by way of life’s parting gift
to humanity

Copyright R. N. Taber 2020

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