Saturday, 24 April 2010

Leasehold

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This poem appeared on the blog in 2007 following my return to Gillingham (Kent) - where I was born lived until I was 14 years-old - for the first time in over 30 years.

I returned again yesterday. It was strange, visiting favourite childhood haunts, like stepping into a time warp. It was curiously moving and even more curiously exciting as I moved among the ghosts of my distant past. That first time, I’d met up with the mothers of two childhood friends, ladies in their 80’s and 90’s respectively now. I also visited Martin, school captain from my days at Gillingham Technical School in Green Street. I visited Martin again yesterday and have dedicated this poem to him in the collection. The old school building is still there, looks much the same as it did all those years ago and is now a College of Adult Education.

I am not a person who finds it easy to let go of the past and mine is full of (very) mixed blessings. Going back has made it so much easier to let go of the bad memories and continue to enjoy the good ones.

LEASEHOLD

Once, I returned to the place I was born;
its ghosts gathered to meet me
as I alighted (anxiously) from the train,
unsure how they might treat me

A kinder welcome than I had expected
restored a flagging self-esteem;
I could only wonder if they suspected
it was my intention to release them

As I wandered streets I’d loved so well,
ghosts leading me by the hand,
I relived every shape, sound and smell
of a child’s once magical land

For the old school, new tenants found,
cajoling me to name names
as we entered its sometime playground
to walk, talk, play games

To the house where life first took me
into its care for good or bad,
I fell a willing victim to memory,
innocence briefly recovered

From my ghostly companions, applause
welcoming me as one of their own,
till above the clamour I heard a voice
reminding me why I had come

In spite of my ghosts gravely chiding me
(for fear of reality’s blast?)
I put aside daydreams for a living history
that must (surely?) put them to rest

It took the mothers of childhood friends
to put our history in its place,
turn the pages of a story that never ends
but moves on, ever gathering pace

Reminiscing with my old school captain,
I heard twilight’s sweeter lay
as its ghosts began to grasp a situation
that would (at last) let them slip away

The fast train home told yet another story,
about feelings of love and peace
rediscovered and leasing a new maturity
from a child’s vision of happiness

[From: On The Battlefields Of Love by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2010.]

Friday, 23 April 2010

A Measure Of Creativity

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I attended the reception/launch of an exhibition - Black Money - by UK artist James Howard last night and very impressive it was too. It is his first solo show. You can catch it at 21 Fleet Street London EC4Y 1AA, open 10-6 Thursday and Friday, April 22nd to May 21st.2010. If, like me, you appreciate hard-hitting satire in the arts, don't miss it.  Follow the link above for more information about this talented young man who is already making his mark on the art world.

Meanwhile…

Readers have been asking where the photographs were taken - by my close friend Graham J. Collett - for the back and front cover designs of my new collection On The Battlefields Of Love. It is the folly at Virginia Water, a delightful spot on the outskirts of London.

See: http://www.amazon.co.uk/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=R.+N.+taber&x=10&y=17

Regular readers may recall that I posted this poem (a villanelle) on the blog mid-2009 by way of attempting to record my feelings at the time. I had every intention of including it in the collection but somehow it got ‘lost’ during the process of collating the poems!

[Note: The peom and links are duplicated on both blogs today.]

A MEASURE OF CREATIVITY

Like a folly satirising our history,
love takes to task its fears;
nature’s last laugh on humanity

Find the world’s blackest comedy
imposed on we poor actors
like a folly satirising our history

Glistening like a vision of eternity,
a lake of glad-sad tears;
nature’s last laugh on humanity

Watch how feisty skies effectively
feed on the world’s prayers
like a folly satirising our history

Hear the trees compose a melody
falling mostly on cloth ears;
nature’s last laugh on humanity

Deception, left to cascade prettily
down centuries of applause,
like a folly satirising our history;
nature’s last laugh on humanity

(Virginia Water, UK. May 9th 2009)

Copyright R. N. Taber, 2009

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Paradise On Hold

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Today’s poem is a favourite of mine and posted especially for ‘Susan from Birmingham’ and ‘Greg from San Francisco’ who emailed me to say I am getting ‘too political’ and would I please post another of my nature poems. I was delighted to receive several complimentary emails after it first appeared here on the blog way back in June 2008. [Oh, but it seems like only yesterday! Where does the time go eh?]

Like many of my poems, Paradise On Hold has also appeared in an anthology; in this case, This Is Our Moment, Poetry Now (Forward Press), 2000. It was also included in the May 2006 issue of Ygdrasil: Journal of the Poetic Arts that featured a selection of my poems.


PARADISE ON HOLD

Let spring drift into summer,
summer greens turn
red and gold;
let poets make of seasons
all they find, it's
Nature rules...
(Even poets grow cold
when winter calls
on lonely hills);
soon, daffodils, in their turn;
ours, too, if the way
of things be true...
Who knows? For each flower
that grows, its season
comes and goes;
for each seed in the wind,
a sometime threat
to our kind...
Let the world wreak its worst,
the good earth will
do its best;
let nature share or even take
away, its time unspoiled
by hours

In life, in death, let there
be flowers

[From: Love And Human Remains by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2001]