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Thoughts and observations by English poet Roger N. Taber, a retired librarian and poet-novelist.- "Ethnicity, Religion, Gender, Sexuality ... these are but parts of a whole. It is the whole that counts." RNT [NB While I have no wish to create a social network, I will always reply to critical emails about my poetry. Contact: rogertab@aol.com].

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Sadly, a bad fall in 2012 has left me with a mobility problem, and being diagnosed with prostate cancer the same year hasn't helped, but I get out and about with my trusty walking stick as much as I can, take each day as it comes and try to keep looking on the bright(er) side of life. Many of my poems reflect the need to nurture a positive-thinking mindset whatever life throws at us.

Tuesday, 15 October 2019

The Heart is a Free Country

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A parent being interviewed on on TV recently, protesting about LGBT issues being on the school curriculum, made the point that being sexuality is a lifestyle choice. How ignorant some people can be, I ask you! Sadly this parent is not alone in thinking that. LGBT is not a human choice but a human condition; not an illness, but part of what makes us human beings who we are, the differences that help shape our character, personality and whole lives. Why can't some people see that? 

Fortunately, all of us are blessed with that toughest of all cookies, a human spirit, able to help us find our way in life, and where necessary, rise above its worst... if we choose let it rather than surrender to certain dogma and conventions that prefer to go walkies with dinosaurs; in that sense, yes, we do have a choice.

I have no regrets about being gay. My deepest regret is that so many other people are blind to its not being a life choice. It was this that kept me in a dark, lonely closet from the age of 14 to my mid-30's and eventually resulted in a nervous breakdown from which it took me some years to recover.. I would not wish the likes of that closet to my worst enemy, and the only way to get this across to the least gay-friendly heterosexuals is through education...is it not?  

Parents will have their views and are entitled to share these with their children; share, not dictate. Children deserve an opportunity to learn about the kind of life into which they are growing, and be free to make up their own minds. If enlightenment is the key to a kinder, better world. education has to be the key to any such enlightenment. Education has never been about imposing points of view on children, but giving them an opportunity to ask questions, discuss, argue, whatever... in an impartial environment.  (This is my problem with Faith Schools, not the Faith, but the lack of impartiality.) It is a rare parent, indeed, who is impartial about what they tell/teach their children.

It is not only gay lovers who write to me about estrangement from families caused by their choice of life partners. More often than not, families come round, but it can take time and it’s tragic if true to say that more often than not, they don’t. Mind you, just the likes of yours truly invariably need time to adjust to the realisation we are gay, so too do family and friends; many a division has been caused by knee jerk reactions.

I dare say gay relationships will always remain incomprehensible to the extent of being unthinkable to the less enlightened among the heterosexual majority. Even so, we should never underestimate the power of the human spirit, especially where love and friendship are concerned, or its predilection for good over bad. 

Bigotry, prejudice, entrenchment in some socio-cultural-religious time warp…a way round these issues is never easy for those who cannot see and will not hear the voices of sense and sensibility. They may well need time, some more time than others, to ask what love means and discover that there may be no easy solutions, but only one answer.  On this very subject, a favourite DVD that I always recommend to gay men and their parents is a wonderful French movie called Juste Une Question D’Amour.

Once they can answer honestly, hopefully they will start considering a positive course of action even if it would not have been their preferred choice. Whatever, once they choose love, they are likely to discover that even the toughest road ahead is well worth the trip.

As for the world’s star-crossed lovers, along with the more enlightened among us, they have only one choice, let love or let die.

This poem was inspired by an e-mail from a gay couple who parents have finally accepted their relationship after an estrangement of some years.


THE HEART IS A FREE COUNTRY

In tears, we agreed to part,
not ready yet to hold our heads high
and remind the world
it’s all for one and one for all,
let love or let die

Parting was worse than death
my lonely bed each night a fresh grave
left open to the sky
for night owls and wishing stars
to grieve

One watery dawn, I heard birds
sing ballads about life beyond the pale
of closed minds
whose worst betrayal has to be
the unthinkable

I listened to songs of gay lovers
and others transcending cultural divides
to reassert the integrity
of life, love, hope, humanity - and
more besides

Above all, they were songs of joy
the birds were singing, so why on earth
should I take its life
before even making time to do justice
to its birth?

I called him on the mobile
and said we could not go on living this lie
but needed to get real
about our feelings for each other, a case
of let love or let die

We chose love, trusting family
and friends may reach the same conclusion,
that love is love
and gay love may be different, but different
is but human
  
Copyright R. N. Taber 2013

[Note: This poem first appeared on my gay-interest blog in March 2013; the original post can be found in its archives for that month as listed on the right hand side of any blog page.]

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