As Spring Rain to a Tree Rose
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I
was young when my grandfather died; it was my first close encounter with death -
of which I was already fearful - and my mother tried to reassure me.
“Life and death are two sides of the same experience,”
she said, “People die, but our memories of them add a new dimension to our own
lives. son in a way, they live on in us.”
“Sort of like ghosts?” I asked
“Sort of like ghosts,” she agreed.
With
all this in mind, and understanding little of it, we visited the mortuary.
Grandad looked very peaceful, as if he were but asleep. I have been afraid of
dying since, although I prefer not to think about it. I have my favourite
ghosts, yes, but I see them as an extension of my living self, not as dead
people.
Even so, the closer they are to us,
the more intensely we miss them, and that is the greater shock to the
human condition as I would discover when my mother died some years later. I may
have understood something of death, but I had yet to learn how the grieving
process can affect us in different ways. Like most of us, though, I eventually
emerged from the grieving process in one piece, if not unscathed.
Significantly, I could not cry when my mother dies, the tears would come several years later in the course of a nervous breakdown.
As regular readers know, I am not a religious person in the sense that I do not subscribe to any of the world religions but think of myself as a pantheist. No religion has a monopoly on spirituality, though, and it is to the spiritual nature of death that I can relate, closely enough to bring me not only comfort whenever I need it most, but also such inspiration as drawn from of some of the more inspirational people I have ever known, dead or alive.
AS SPRING RAIN TO A TREE ROSE
Life-companion
to human mind-body-spirit,
I try to encourage
a positive response
wherever
the landscape ahead
seems as bleak and
forbidding
to the inner eye
as to every nuance of
sensibility
at the heart of me
Life-force,
even in the face of
mortality,
able to offer respite
from pain and
disillusionment
in such tears
as would fall like tree
rose petals
in a light breeze
but for suffering the
raging calm
before a storm
Lifesaver,
bringing all mind-body-spirit
to a gentler vision,
one of such happiness and
joy
as only nurture
such as spring rain to a
tree rose,
can engage inner eye
and hopeful heart to see it
bloom
night and day
I am Grief, bringer of
such memories
as sure to hurt as inspire
us
Copyright R. N. Taber,
2021
Labels: ghosts, global consciousness, grief poetry, human nature, human spirit, life-forces, love, memories, mortality, personal space, positive thinking, posthumous consciousness, remembrance
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