A reader
once got in touch to say he feels such a fool because he can’t help loving his
girlfriend even though she continues to see other guys.
That same day, there was an email in my In Box from a gay guy relating how he could not get even begin to get his head
around his boyfriend's wanting an open relationship. While I, personally, would walk away, I do not underestimate either the power of love or of well-meaning (if often ill-advised) pressure from family and/or friends - reminding us of our various 'responsibilities'; in other words, we mustn't be seen to let the side down. (Better to let ourselves down...?)
What can
I say except these are among many men and women around the world who, for
centuries, have settled for less - sometimes far less - in a relationship than, at heart, they desire and need.
Some people, of course, can live with open relationships; for others (like
me) it is asking too much.
It has to
be one of the saddest facts of life that many potential partners cannot always see
the other person’s take on love or…each other. Yet, many of us will settle for
a one-sided relationship than no relationship at all, and the threat of
loneliness; the latter reason perhaps why the world is full of martyrs to love.
Relationships between two people can only work if both partners want it to work, and neither should forget that everyone has a choice.
HOME TRUTHS, MARTYRS TO LOVE
You
warned me not to fall in love with you,
that it
was sex alone, never love, spurring us on,
for love
is only for fools (you said) its course
set and
steered by wet dreams; we worldly types
know
better (you said) while tonguing words
of
intimacy as if rites for a benign conspiracy
Keeping
up appearances, it was nothing more
(never
love) fuelling inspiration. Gladly I’d let
your fine
body take mine, clung to the hope
that
you’d come to love me, despairing as each
frantic,
mindless, orgasm ripped through us
like that
double-edged sword we call honesty
A culture
of hypocrisy concealing human needs,
never
quite able to satisfy the loneliness it feeds
Copyright
R. N. Taber 2007; 2015
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