http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/R._N._Taber
Today’s
poem has not appeared on the blog since 2009. It first appeared in a Forward
Press anthology, Poetry Rivals, 2009:
Lyrical Winds and subsequently in my collection.
Now, dreams are often seen as an intrusion into our personal space, but personal space comprises conscious and unconscious thought. I see dreams as affording us a strictly private viewing of it, taking in all those parts that comprise the whole; reality, illusion, ego, home truths, denial, wishful thinking...etc. etc.
How we interpret dreams and may or may not let them influence us for better or worse...well, that's called choice.
A STRICTLY PRIVATE VIEWING
Cartoon
faces moving across my sky
like a
home movie;
I close
tired eyes to push them away
but they
haunt my mind;
happy
faces, sad faces, tearful faces,
lips
mouthing my name;
familiar,
faintly familiar, some skeletal
expressions
breaking out
Past,
present, wishful thinking signals
to the
brain to shut down
but they
have logged on, not ready yet
to turn
me off;
lies,
half lies, bad errors of judgement
like some
grotesque mob
up for
rough justice for want of answers
I don’t
have, never did;
monstrous
accusations and insinuations
fall like
bird droppings
on a
statue’s public profile, frozen in time,
trapped
in its own failings
I hear a
distant cry, an echo of centuries
in pain,
anger and grief
for all
private lives and a personal space
relegated
to speculation
new
faces, clear signals, warning off
Conspirators
to Nightmare,
put
expressions of defeat to rout, deleted
like
redundant icons on a screen;
benign
spirits enough to grace a totem pole
take
control, cast out
demons
let slip past a kinder humanity
by an
unforgiving hierarchy
Eyes
open, eyes shut, sky relaying
to pillow the faces of love;
we sleep,
we awaken to direct and star
in our
own reality peep-show
for as long as it takes to log off from it all,
wondering if we might yet get
to carry on in a loved one's dream-poems
in remembrance of times past
Copyright R. N. Taber 2010
'[Note: An earlier version of this poem appears under the title 'A Penny to See the Peep-Show' in On the Battlefields of Love by R. N.
Taber, Assembly Books, 2010]
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