A Poet's Blog: Roger N.Taber shares his thoughts & poems...

Thoughts and observations by English poet Roger N. Taber, a retired librarian and poet-novelist.- "Ethnicity, Religion, Gender, Sexuality ... these are but parts of a whole. It is the whole that counts." RNT [NB While I have no wish to create a social network, I will always reply to critical emails about my poetry. Contact: rogertab@aol.com].

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Location: London, United Kingdom

Sadly, a bad fall in 2012 has left me with a mobility problem, and being diagnosed with prostate cancer the same year hasn't helped, but I get out and about with my trusty walking stick as much as I can, take each day as it comes and try to keep looking on the bright(er) side of life. Many of my poems reflect the need to nurture a positive-thinking mindset whatever life throws at us.

Friday 2 October 2020

In the Thick of It

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This poem appeared on the blog sometime ago but has since been revised and given a new title.

Somethings never change. Take the evening Rush Hour, for example, not nearly as bad with so many people having to work from home at the moment (if they still have a job at all), but the London Underground carriage I had to stand in yesterday evening was very reminiscent of pre-pandemic days.

Since I turned 70 in 2015, and have needed a walking stick to help me walk better and less painfully, I have experienced as much kindness as thoughtlessness on public transport; someone nearly always offers me a seat while other, perfectly able-bodied types, are careful to avoid my searching eyes. Seats clearly marked a priority for young children, pregnant women and those less able to stand are invariably occupied by those who seem to think this includes, luggage, shopping trolleys, etc. or just like to lean against the dividing pane, the better to listen to music or play/ chat on their mobile phones. Regarding the latter, it is much the same on the streets, people glued to their phones to the extent that my walking stick becomes invisible and any subsequent collision is, of course, my fault. 

Such is human nature, a many-sided creature whatever race, culture, religion, gender, politics or, yes, sexuality too. As a common humanity, we are all in the thick of things together; a cue perhaps for more tolerance and understanding, less stereotyping and rushing to judgement? 

Me, I do my best to take the rough with the smooth, and keep looking on the bright side of life if only because the alternative is too awful to contemplate. Mind you, although looking on that side of life these days can often be compared with peering through a fog… it’s still there (yes, really!) waiting to be rediscovered sooner rather than later, each in our own way and time.

IN THE THICK OF IT

Rush Hour…

Battle cries of anxious souls
vying for attention,
not to mention pride of place
among the pushiest of backpacks
and shopping bags 

Rush Hour…

Old person with a walking stick
trying to catch the eye
of those better able to stand;
in vain, their stick can take the strain,
each to their own

Rush Hour…

Gran with a pram causing chaos,
wheelchair users…
you know the sort, no thought
for the poor nine-to-fiver left dead beat
and paid for a seat

Rush Hour…

Not even making good time, delays
further up the line;
the word is "Someone on the track,
fat chance of anyone getting home soon."
Forecast, heavy rain

Rush Hour…

The worst and best of human nature,
(some) giving-up of seats
to any whose need is plainly greater,
brazen umbrellas urging jam-packs to part,
global finger on 'restart'

Rush Hour, anthology of a weary humanity
up against its own reality…

Copyright R. N. Taber 2020



 

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Thursday 5 April 2012

Heroes OR Imagination, a (Free) Ticket to Ride

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Now, I  dare say we are all heroes, each in our own way, if only for just for getting on with the business of everyday living. 

We all need heroes to inspire us, and where we can’t find any to tick our particular boxes, the chances are we'll invent them.

HEROES or  IMAGINATION, A (FREE) TICKET TO RIDE

Every morning I’d watch them
run for the train,
catch it with seconds to spare
then relax in my seat,
wondering just who they were
and if they were lovers
or friends, maybe neighbours
but, no, there was more
to the way they ran for the train
than met the eye,
the reason why easy to tell
because their faces
were alive, not like those others
I saw every morning
on the 6.15 to a bread factory
that could even have given
bodies in a mortuary a good run
for their money

Always late, never out of breath,
leaping aboard,
straight into fantasies I’d weave
around them;
no ordinary pair (yes, definitely
a pair, I was sure)
they would be living the high life,
burning the candle
at both ends, night after night,
(so always late)
then they’d fall into bed, take sex
for a heady trip…
heading for the surreal, shades
of a looking-glass war
while ordinary folks like me just
don’t have the bottle
(or the money) it takes for drugs
so we’ll play safe

Divine looks, designer gear, it was
too much to bear
each morning on the way to work
where I don’t want to be
so all the more reason to enjoy
my little fantasy…
about heroes of the 6.15 who were
always late,
their brief (like gods) to make
their own fate,
have the world turn on such beauty
it did not deserve,
making an open declaration of sorts
about a politics of heart,
body and soul that even the worst
of temporal measures
fail to have put down, rogue traders
going for the jugular

One day, they just missed the train;
no heroes after all, only human

[From: On the Battlefields of Love by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2010]

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