A Poet's Blog: Roger N.Taber shares his thoughts & poems...
Thoughts and observations by English poet Roger N. Taber, a retired librarian and poet-novelist.- "Ethnicity, Religion, Gender, Sexuality ... these are but parts of a whole. It is the whole that counts." RNT [NB While I have no wish to create a social network, I will always reply to critical emails about my poetry. Contact: rogertab@aol.com].
Sadly, a bad fall in 2012 has left me with a mobility problem, and being diagnosed with prostate cancer the same year hasn't helped, but I get out and about with my trusty walking stick as much as I can, take each day as it comes and try to keep looking on the bright(er) side of life. Many of my poems reflect the need to nurture a positive-thinking mindset whatever life throws at us.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/R._N._Taber I have just posted another video-poem on You Tube relating a recent visit to St Albans n Hertfordshire, UK. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgiVwWtRgNg If this link does not work, try my You Tube channel and search under title: http://www.youtube.com/rogerNtaber Built between 1403 and 1412, is the Clock Tower, the only medieval example in the country. From the beginning it had a mechanical clock, a great rarity at that time. As the Abbey also had one, this was probably the reason for having the same. Indeed, the Clock Tower itself seems to have been intended as a visible statement of St. Albans' civic ambitions against the power of the Abbot. It was both a look out as well as a curfew, ringing out the times when people had to be indoors "covering the fire". From 1808-1814 during the Napoleonic war, it was used by the Admiralty as a semaphore station. This was operated by a shutter system and could help relay a message to or from Yarmouth in 5 minutes. By the 1860's the Tower was in a bad way and was nearly demolished. The restoration in 1864 was supervised by Sir Gilbert Scott. In 2004, the roof was rebuilt with improved public safety and access. Given how much of our lives are governed by the time of each passing day (and night) it seemed an appropriate addition to the blog. THE CLOCK TOWER The o’clock is ‘now’ that once was ‘then’ and now is but history So stands an old clock tower, monument to its (and our) yesterdays, todays, tomorrows; more power to the abbot, ringing out curfew at a time of birth, death, war, and more… Enter, a bishop, charged with paying God and St Alban fair dues to any with the time to stop, listen, and choose For the time is now that once was then and becomes ‘ours’ In time and space, listening out for an o’clock sure to keep us safe, bring peace, point us through each day with the mechanical indifference of hands signing us up to such existence as we know now once was ‘then’ ever signalling the ways of humanity, its history, multiplicity, duplicity, and obsession with eternity Copyright R. N. Taber 2013
Readers may like to know that I have just posted a new video on You Tube. It is the first of several videos (and poems) mostly shot in the old market town of St Albans in Hertfordshire. There is another (of an old clock tower) and one of a three lovely willow trees converging on each other that will follow over the next week or so. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0e3HyezWsY
If the link does not work, try my You Tube channel and search under title:
Recent feedback suggests some of you cannot always access You Tube so you can also watch the video here. (See below)..
For those of you who have asked about my charity walk last weekend, my friend (and Y T cameraman) Graham and I walked a half marathon (13.1 miles) through the night and early hours to raise money for prostate cancer research. Between us, we raised over £700 so are well pleased. We also managed to complete the course in 5.5 hours, not bad given that I will be 68 in December. I may do it again next year so long as hormone therapy continues to prevent my prostate cancer becoming aggressive...mind, feet, and spirit willing!
My friend Andrew and I went to a Lowry exhibition at the Tate Britain the other day. I know a lot of people don't care much for Lowry, but I share his interest in everyday life as it IS so can easily relate to his work; stark and dour, many of his paintings may be, but he saw an inspiring beauty in the haunting ugliness that so often characterizes everyday life and urban landscape.
Now, about the video/poem…
The Roman City of Verulamium slowly declined and fell into decay after the departure of the Roman Army in AD 410. However, its ruined buildings provided building materials to build the new monastic and market settlement of St Albans which was growing on the hill above, close to the site of Saint Alban's execution. In the Norman Abbey tower, you can still see the Roman bricks removed from Verulamium.
Much of the post-Roman development of St Albans was in memorial to Saint Alban, the earliest known British Christian martyr, executed in AD 250 (the exact date is unknown, with scholars suggesting dates of 209, 254 and 304). The town itself was known for some time by the Saxon name 'Verlamchester'. A shrine was built on the site of his death following Emperor Constantine's adoption of Christianity as the religion of the Roman Empire. In the 5th century a Benedictine monastic church was constructed.
St Alban’s cathedral (formerly St Alban’s Abbey) – officially the Cathedral and Abbey Church of St Alban – is a Church of England cathedral church at St Albans, England. At 84 metres ( 276 ft) its nave is the longest of any cathedral in England. With much of its present architecture dating from Norman times, it became a cathedral in 1877 and is the second longest cathedral in the UK after Winchester. Local residents often call it ‘the abbey; although the present cathedral represents only the church of the old Benedictine abbey.
The abbey church, although legally a cathedral church, differs in certain particulars from most of the other cathedrals in England: it is also used as a parish church of which the dean is rector. He has the sane powers, responsibilities and duties as the rector of any other parish.
Yet again, I am indebted to my dear friend Graham Collett for the video and subsequent editing. Unfortunately, time and weather have prevented us from uploading any new material to my channel until now. We hope you will enjoy both video and poem.
Regular readers will know that I am not a religious person although I like to think I have a strong sense of spirituality albeit taken from nature rather than any religion. An appreciation of beauty, though, is all-inclusive, and this pantheist poet feels no less entitled to be as appreciative as anyone else.
As for LGBT issues and religion...there would be no need for anyone to be made to suffer any sense of guilt or inner conflict were the leaders of all world religions to but practise what they preach about peace and love to all humankind instead of being so selective about how they choose to interpret their Holy Books.
Whatever their religion, all LGBT people need to bear in mind that the chances of God being a homophobe are zero since homophobia was invented by a humankind unfit for purpose in that respect; religion should be an open, not closed door to any who choose to go there. Nature has taught me that, and I choose Earth Mother.
Some
readers may be interested to know that I have posted Chapter 1 of a new serial,
Catching Up with Murder on my fiction
blog. Hopefully, readers who enjoyed Predisposed
to Murder will also enjoy meeting up with many of the same characters and
discovering how they first came together.
Meanwhile…
It has always struck me how curious it is that some words used to describe human nature can mean different things to different people in exactly the same circumstances. Not surprising, though, since everyone's take on life (and people) is different depending on how various socio-cultural-religious, age, economic and political factors conspire to directly affect our personal lives, and therefore our opinions. (Whatever, we need to be wary of rushing to judgement and/or being fooled by a sweeping take on stereotypes; there is much to be said for 'judge not lest ye be judged.')
This poem is (another) kenning or 'Who-am-I?' poem.
CHAMELEON
I'm not always where I should be
and there are times you will find me
wearing
the face of human cruelty,
lashing
out at anyone who dares
stand
in my way, stamping on them
as
if they were but vermin, ready
to
excuse, even glorify any choices
I make to mask feelings of inferiority (indeed, the more fool, me.)
Rarely assuming parts conventions
would have me play in the world
or
in such corners of the human heart
open to anyone to view who cares
to curry favour with me if only to be
rewarded in turn, with such gestures of rank or position as best serve
anyone at listening in, hoping to learn
how not to be duped again
I'm not always a villain of the piece,
now and then accepting applause,
with
due modesty, ever taking credit for acting beyond any call of duty,
such as openly acknowledging my sexuality or
services to humanity as nature intended me to provide, rejecting a darker side that I confess lurks just below my surface
Call me chameleon, for good or bad,
walking tall, running scared
Copyright R. N.
Taber 2010, 2019 [Note: An earlier version of this poem appears in On the Battlefields of Love by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2010. a later version that appeared on the blog in 2013 has since been revised again.] RT